Monday, May 14, 2012

Spending the Time

I am wondering on why I often carelessly spending my time.

Its not that I am lazy, but its just sometimes I carry out other things compared to previous schedule/plans. This is RIDICULOUS and endanger me. I wonder on why I keep on repeating the same mistakes. I know that I have to spend time wisely, but somehow I keep on wasting it again and again. In example, I am browsing too much at certain free websites (reading for interesting updated news) for the whole week (yes, the whole week) instead of replaying important emails and looking for new job vacancies. Bad girl!

Arrgghh,,,What a mess! I do really need to seriously focus and wisely spend my time right now. Always remember that time could not move backwards.

Adios!,,,

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

When Plans Did Not Work Out

For my case not only one plan did not work out, but lots of plans did not work out. Hahahahaaa,,,what a life!

I received many, many, and many rejections during the entire of my life, let say it actually started when I was still studying at Senior High School, during applying for jobs, etc. I will not write the details of the rejection, but I will share few points I get so far :

I have learned that life requires determination.
I have learned that whatever happen, tomorrow will come and today will become past.
I have learned to let go off something that does not meant for me, though previously I hardly chased for it.
I have learned that the ones who support not only during good time, but also during the bad time are treasures.
I have learned to keep on studying thorough the entire life, including to conquer the pain and the feeling of scared.
I have learned that time has magical power.
It is our choose to stand up and to continue living the life.
If plan A did not work out, there are plan B and C and D until Z, the chances are always there.
Life is full of surprises and no one knows what will happen in the future, so always appreciate and enjoy life.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Losing Someone

It always hurts to be separated from our dear ones. Some separation happen for awhile and some others last forever. When separation means forever, it is choking off.

People often said when someone passed away that the person actually does not leave us, even closer. Though is now becoming invisible, we can still feel his presence. Perhaps people right, but one thing for sure is that the pain will always occur.  Nonetheless, pain is part of life and when dealing with it, people often just realized how precious life is and how grateful we are to meet and know the late person during his life.